Hey guys, I would think you should have noticed the Socialvibe widget at the right of my blog by now right? I noticed no one has been clicking on it for the past two rounds. I don’t know whether it would in fact help anybody but since it doesn’t take much of your time. PLEASE DO HELP! Take a leap of faith and click it, it might just help another person out there!
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jhui: Haha, anti-social butterflies UNITE! ![]()
svg: bingo!
Jingxin: I’m not worried about IA lah,
And thanks, for the encouragement!
whiz: Haha, I’m sure. Till then, exams are my priority now
Let’s jia you!

Are humans meant to not see each other? Are we always looking out for oneself rather than another? I meant this in a figurative manner. Like these days I find myself getting smaller amongst people (obviously not physically). Maybe I am getting lousier as a conversationalist, I find myself getting interrupted very easily or losing people’s attention very easily. I am not targeting at anyone but in general. Maybe I do it to other people, but I really don’t know.
So I wonder, are we programmed to see just ourselves and hear ourselves? So much so that we are unable to spare that extra second to listen to what another person is really saying, and not just hear them? Are we?

I have my reservations about social butterfly. I cannot stand those people who attempt to make themselves suit different groups of people. Like they will try to behave in the “atas” or “elite” kind of manner with one, then become more casual and “street” with another.
It’s just trying too hard, why is it necessary to liked by so many people? And it’s disgusting when that person just tries to pretend to be close to everybody. EVERYBODY. Just totally disgusting.
Sooooo…I have not been shortlisted for an interview with Embraer. Not surprising though, kind of saw it coming since they have been putting off notifying me for so long. Honestly, I do not feel the least bit disappointed. After the yesterday’s service, I know this is not God’s plan for me. I’ve made the wrong choice in my selection of IA companies, and He is trying to redirect me back on track.
Maybe to those who got a spot in Embraer would probably think I am just finding an excuse to comfort myself. Well, maybe I am. But who knows, seeing how they dragged and delayed the acceptance or shortlisting the interviewees, Embraer is probably not very efficient as a company. Haha, another seemingly comforting statement for myself. But I am serious, I want to believe in His plan for me, and I do believe in Him. I’d admit I have a low self confidence, but I have trust that He will lead me where he wants me to go. So if Embraer is not the way to go, then something else then! Maybe ST Aero (who rejected me in the scholarship selection) or Pratt? That way I might be colleagues with either Qian Ling or Grace
But I am not disappointed, not a least bit. If they are unable to look pass my grades then…I guess I probably would have a tough time inside as well.
