I’m flying off in about 6 hours for my 6 day break in Korea, but frankly I don’t feel the excitement I usually get whenever I’m going on a holiday. Maybe it is because this time round I’m following a tour group. I think it is always more fun and fulfilling when you do free and easy trips. But oh well, maybe next time round.

I’ve got my posting for my attachment next semester, it is at a very troublesome company that does not allow camera phones. WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO MY IPHONE?! Will figure it out when I’m back.

Lately I’ve been thinking a lot about things, how people are always attracted to people who don’t seem to be interested in you. How we always get ourselves into this crappy situation where you will get your hopes up, see them getting destroyed and then stone in misery. I mean, definitely it doesn’t happen all the time, otherwise why would there be so many couples around, right? But don’t you think it is very common, the fact that there are so many broken hearts around the world is that we always find challenges for ourselves?

That being said, I think I’ve finally moved on, like I’m finally developing interest in other people. Even if it is just an eye candy, coz I don’t even know that person. Haha! Anything to move on yah?

Don’t miss me too much guys, doubt I would be coming online often, anyone wants to volunteer to take care of my farm for me at Country Story while I’m gone?

I just woke up. From having this dream where I kept seeing someone I didn’t want to see anymore. But in that dream , strangely I was happy because I felt special again.

I did something stupid using my lj account and I forgot I actually linked this blog to that. So erm, I’m guessing the surge of visitors coming in from my lj account came due to the thing I did. Erm, hi?

Stupid stupid. I’m so embarrassed now

Where is my fairytale?

Bolding Survey

I avoid some people on purpose
I’ve cheated
I’ve thought about cheating
I hate the way I look most of the time
I actually like the way I look most of the time
I’ve been swimming in an ocean
I’ve been swimming in a lake
I have siblings
I have pets
I’ve been on vacation recently
I love meeting new people
I am insanely shy (Well, I can be quite shy but not insanely.)
I’m on a sports team
My best friend is a boy (Not sure if I should bold this, I do have quite a few good guy friends. And besides, I don’t know who is my BEST friend.)
I play music
I don’t remember the last time I mailed a letter
I talk on the phone every night
I drink milk almost every day
I’ve kissed someone in a bathroom
I’ve kissed someone in bed
I’ve kissed someone at school
I’ve kissed someone I just met
I’ve kissed a good friend
I like to read (love it even.)
I like to watch tv (certain shows only)
I could care less about video games
I hate my mum and dad
I’ve had a crush on someone 5+ years older (how about had a relatioship with one?)
I’ve never asked someone out
I can touch my nose with my tongue
I love pizza
I actually love going grocery shopping
I love to travel
I’ve been to another continent
I wish I had time to watch more movies
I miss being a little kid
I’ve been to a public pool recently (NOO, I WANT TO! But always so suay, not the weather than something else…)
Summer is my favorite time of the year
Winter is my favorite time of the year
I have a favorite holiday (CHRISTMAS!!!)
I have a favorite holiday other than Christmas
I’ve been to a concert recently
I drive
I have my own car
My room is almost always messy
I’m listening to music right now
Music helps me work (Sometimes?)
The last person I texted was a boy
I want a new phone really bad
I love cartoons
The last thing I drank was water
I used to play with barbies
I collect something (books, counted?)
I’ve been to a carnival recently
I know what syncopation is
I need to charge my phone
I’ve kissed someone within the last 24 hours
I’m still in my pajamas
I have to go to school tomorrow
I need to clean something
I’ve hurt myself on purpose
I’ve thrown up on purpose
I’ve broken a bone
I’ve eaten something weird
I’m an extremely picky eater
I’ve been out to eat recently
I love going to the mall
I hate big groups
I remember the last party I went to
I’m on the phone right now
I’m watching tv right now
I’m eating right now
I’m on the phone, watching tv, and eating right now
People say I’m funny
People say I’m pretty (Sadly…sobs )
I’ve been told that I have gorgeous eyes
I need new clothes really bad
My hair is up right now
I need to shave my legs
I remember the last time I went to the doctor
I have braces
I actually use my locker at school
I get good grades (not great, not good but decent)
I have a MySpace
I have a Facebook
I showered last night
I spy with my little eye something that is green
I spy with my little eye something that is round
I spy with my little eye something that is broken
I’ve had surgery
Someone I know has died
Someone I know has had cancer
It’s past my bedtime
I’ve moved before
I’ve moved 4+ times
I’ve gotten something removed
People tell me that I have good hair
People tell me that they like my clothes
I wish I had some money right now
I have a job
I need a job
I actually got a stupid class ring
I’m listening to someone talking right now
I wish I could talk to the girl I like right now
I’ve kissed someone in front of my parents
I’ve kissed someone on New Year’s
I love Halloween
I remember the last time I tripped
I can see a picture of me from where I’m sitting
I can see my reflection from where I’m sitting
I’m kinda scared of the dark
It’s hard to sleep with the door open
It’s hard to sleep without a blanket
It’s morning
I played soccer when I was little
I played basketball when I was little
My ears are pierced
My belly button is pierced
I plan on going to college
I plan on getting married (someday.)
I plan on having some kids (someday.)
I babysit
I still get an allowance
I curse a lot
I got so drunk last night
I’ve been to a wedding recently
I’ve met someone special on vacation
I have an accent
I know someone who has been home schooled
I know someone in a band
I can sing really well
I can dance really well
I’ve never slow danced with anyone
I suck at spelling
I suck at math
I recycle
I am pro-choice
I know some rednecks
I want to get a tattoo
I want to get a new piercing
I hate MTV and VH1
I miss an ex
I’ve slapped someone
I’ve punched someone
I’ve been told that I have a nice butt
I think my boobs are too small (sometimes, HAHA)
I wish I could lose some weight (not some, a lot.)
I can play the guitar
I can speak another language
I am fluent in another language
I can play the piano (slightly)
I’ve been told that I can’t dance
I’m a cheerleader
I have a sweet tattoo
I have a sweet facial piercing
I need to practice something
I believe in God (in my own way)
I want to go to Mexico
I want to go to Canada
I’ve traveled across the country
I live on the east coast
I went to the beach last summer
I remember the last time I was insanely sunburned
I like to waste time
I like to sleep
I think I’m going to get asked out soon
I keep a journal
I don’t remember the last dream I had
My first kiss kinda sucked
I think gay marriage should be legal
I think smoking is gross
I’m wearing something that belongs to someone else
My mom fixed the last meal I had
I’ve never gotten my nails done
I should be doing homework right now
I’m adopted
I love sappy movies
I love horror movies
I love musicals
I’ve seen a broadway show
The last person I hugged was my mom/dad
All of my grandparents are alive
I miss my girlfriend
I haven’t talked to my best friend all day (who is my best friend?)
People tell me that I’m short
Sometimes my socks don’t match
I can’t wait till my birthday
I’m a procrastinator
I’m not like everyone else
I like strawberries
I like thunderstorms
Someone’s mad at me right now
I hate when people are rude
I’m an optimist
I am really self-conscious
My first relationship ended badly
I love it when girls peel prawns
I’ve kissed 2+ people in one day
I’ve had a boy sleep over at my house
I’ve been caught doing drugs
I’ve been caught cheating
I haven’t been to Disneyland
I’ve passed out from drinking
I get angry easily
I’m so laid back
I hate most girls
I love getting new shoes
I hate Chinese food
I don’t remember the last time I was grounded (never been in face *halo forms*)
I’ve been in love before
I’ve been cheated on
There are certain songs that remind me of my ex (scents even, which makes it so hard to forget)
I gave someone their first kiss
I straighten my hair more often than i should
I plan to wait for sex till marriage
I’ve been to a funeral this year
I am insanely hungry right now
I liked this survey a lot
I should probably do something productive now